SMILE ... :-)...

hohoho.. 2011 is coming... no more PPSMI... it is called MBMMBI... for year 1.. year 1 only... it is new silibus and new way of learning for year 1... and i still  in blank to plan and teach... the major problem now is.. to integrate the KSSR and Transisi Program... because the previous version of transisi is the collaboration of KBSR and Transisi... hehehe... it does look simple.. but to plan and arrange a program.. it is not that easy... and i am still in research stage... hohoho... i've begun this project since the last 3 weeks.. and still blank... able to finish the schedule for the first day only... what a a mess... hope so it will be better after this... has found some materials that will help..  and of course i won't able to do it alone... gonna need help from friends... hope so they will have time to help.. **** whoever can help.. please.. help...

when a wife knows what are the burdens that a husband actually carried during the Judgement Day... she will say... its is hard for a man... even not to waking up your wife n children to perform Subuh prayer.. even not to remind them to do the prayer at an early time... is a sin... which when they perform it late or not doing it at all.. you as a a husband and a father will carry the burden... when Allah asked it to your family.. they will say... " my father didn't remind me" not just that.. when anything shubhah (was was) and not halal is in your home..even if it is not the husband doing.. it is the family members' doing... the father will carry the burden... why?? because hey didn't care... not even care to check... to observe.. or the least.. to know about it.. even worst.. when the father forget to remind the wife and daughter to cover aurat.. any single hair that fall...any parts of the aurat... the father will carry the blame.. it just came across a wifes...

Kek... terbalik... luper nk terbalikkan... Sambut birthday azraei'... tunggu sepupu kechik dia sampai... jadi sambut lewat sehari... ni keknya... petang tuh sebelum berbuka... keluar jap gi beli...    azraei' xready lg... tgk kek cam menarik... mak dier pulak yg terlebih action ptg kek.. azraei' xsabar nk mkn kek... sepupu pelik jer tgk.. mcm nk lg jer... tpp sebenanye dh kenyang... sebenanye.. sepanjang nk tgg azraei genap setahun.. dia meragam... ari2 menangis... kene dukung aje... tggl sekejap je pn xleh... lepas genap je setahun.. trs elok je... xde dh meragam2 lg.. mase der meragam tuh... ati resah... xsenang duduk... alhamduulillah la... sekarang pn ok dh...  MAK AND AYAH WISH AZRAEI' SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR, MURAH REZEKI. SELAMAT HAR JADI...

  gave one book to azraei'... my heart pounded...wondering will he thorn it apart... luckily... with no guidance and all. he turned the page... one by one... he turned the page from the front to back.. and front again and back again... he loves the colourful book .. i guess... so glad that he already knew how to read books...

the night view on the way home....  on my way back home from hometown... we listened to Ust Qazim's lectures... 3 hours journey... we able to listened to 3 lectures... the topics are very similar and near to our lives... first topic is about... sebab2 wajib Allah turunkan bala kepada manusia...  1. Kita takut akan sesuatu yang tak sepatutnya kite takut... contohnye...  =** buat pape kite pk ape yg org kate... =** kite takut pada penjahat, peragut, mat rempit n etc...  2. Banyaknye orang yang mabuk arak atau dadah... malah berlaku di segala ceruk...  =** bile benda yang memabukkan ini sangat mudah didapati.... 3.  Ramai lelaki pakai sutera... =** tiada hukum halal pakai sutera walaupun sutera campuran... sutera hanya untuk wanita... haram bagi lelaki pakai sutera... jadi yang lelaki beringat la... beli batik pastikan bukan batik sutera.. =** diharuskan kl lelaki ade sakit kulit... pki kain lain xboleh...  =** ade bhg koyak... dan xde kain lain nk tamp...

SYARAT WANITA BAGI LELAKI... Berapa ramai lelaki yang boleh menjadi imam?? Kalau perempuan tidak boleh memasak, dikutuk dan disuruh belajar. Kalau lelaki tak boleh jadi imam kita relax saja. Jangan diperbesarkan nanti mereka terasa hati,kata mereka "Apalah perempuan, tak pandai masak siapa nak kahwin dengan awak!" Begitulah kata rakan sejawat lelaki pada seorang gadis juga rakan sejawat kami. Maka jawablah si gadis ayu itu yang dia tidak sempat belajar memasak sebab dari kecil tidak digalakkan keluarga sebaliknya di suruh menumpukan perhatian pada pelajaran saja. Sementelah tinggal di asrama, peluang pulang ke rumah terhad dan tidak sempat turun ke dapur membantu ibunya. "Habis sekarang kenapa tidak belajar?" Tanya Si lelaki lagi dengan penuh angkuh dan bersemangat. "Sedang belajarlah ni tetapi selain sibuk dengan kerjaya saya juga sibuk belajar agama, jadi belajar memasak tetap tidak diutamakan!" Begitu jawab si gadis yang membuatkan le...

Sekarang ni ramai yang pakai cincin....tapi ikut suka dia je.. sunnah nabi jarang nak ikut .. Dikatakan bahawa menyimpan sebatang jari kuku yang panjang, dosanya sama seperti memelihara sekandang babi !!!! ..oppss khinzir lembut sikit , jika kesemua jejari kita menyimpan kuku yang panjang.... bayangkanlah dosa yang telah kita tanggung untuk kesemua babi-babi tersebut..... potonglah kuku anda. The Truth Jangan ada niat simpan kuku panjang , walaupun hanya 1 mm atau pun hanya jari kelingking. Bagi orang Islam adalah tidak sesuai berkuku panjang atas apa alasan sekalipun kerana ia tidak membayangkan kesucian dan ia juga bukan budaya kita apatah lagi menggunakan tangan untuk beristinjak. Orang Melayu yang berkuku panjang biasanya mempunyai anak yang bodoh atau pun degil dan suka buat onar sebab diberi makan bahan kotor yang berada di kuku jari emaknya semasa menyediakan makanan seperti memerah santan kelapa, buat cokodok pisang, uli tepong, dll. Apa ilmu pun yang di ajar pun...

here it was.. 17 ramadhan... the day that azraei was born... it was such a pleasure to have your child bornt on 17th ramadhan... it such a great honor that Allah gave me ... and of course it came with a great great responsibility.. i was just listening to Ust Qazim' s ceramah.. on things that will bring a man to the hell... which make me thing... there are a lot of things that i need to teach him.. i was hoping.. and i pray... lead me the way.. so he will be a great man one day...

  the pic of my school buildings... ni mase hr guru... today... is saturday... and i am at work... sekolah ganti... mmmm... terkena plak bln pose ganti sekolah... bile sekolah ganti nih... murd plak ramai xdtg nih... year 1... from 4 classes... 2 classes absent... and so does year 2... year 3.. from 4 classes.. 3 classes absent.. mmm... what to teach... at last.. teach something out of the sillibus... dahla banyak lg silibus nih... ni la dier.. bile wat mastery learning... so much to catch up... uuurrgghhh... finding the best way to finish up.. one month left.. and still have 3 chapters left... need to squeeze all in... and.. teach the exams skill later.. well.. exam oriented... that is the best way for now... its my job to teach.. if not.. i'm the one should be blame.. ok.. enough of school... gambar up close n personal... 11 bln... bln nih lambat cket upgrade perkembangan azraei'... ikt kalendar masihi lg 3 mgg nk masuk setahun...ikt kalendar hijrah.. minggu depan dh genap...

so many things came in mind when it is august.... important dates are around the corner... 10th or 11th --- first day of fasting... 17th --- second anniversary... 27th ---  azraei's first birthday in islamic calendar... still a long way to go... so be prepared.... it's fasting month... so cepat2 ganti pose yg belum ganti...!!!

  all best pics was candid by his father... he looks different in these pics... a little bit skinny at the moment... this is him when he was 7 months...

well.. since aku xpegi klinik untuk check up... so... aku wat la sdkt observation... berat : hampir 10kg... abilities : points at lorry and said wiiii... n so does bus taxi and cars and vans... wiiii.... stands for at least 5secs... bertatih dgn sebelah tgn shj... kiter pgg ketiak ye... sejauh mane dier boleh tgk.. xberapa pasti... yg pasti agak jauh juge... 500m tuh dier boleh tunjk ape yg dier nampak...  climbing n crawling.... getting better... mmm... dh mule duduk melutut.. n melonjak2 badan semasa dier melutut... gigi... mmmm...lum kua lg nih... ni yg wat aku agak risau jugak...  dh mule main tekan2 suis lampu...  dalam 5 hr sblm nih.. azraei'  sdh pandai tepuk tgn... sdh pandai salam... sdh pandai babai... sdh pandai angkat tgn bl org panggil... sdh lama ajar..br pandai... dier jugak dh pandai ajak kiter main dgn dier... azraei akan tunggu mak n ayah dier dgn satu muke nakal yg ade sengih2... mcm kerang busuk... standby la mak ayah jd penat sb azraei dh ajak...

In these few days, I heard a lot about colours can be your lucky charm… Have you ever experienced this…                  I passed the interview.. I am able to present well… as you tried to recall how you pass both…. You found out that you wore the blue shirt in both occasions… and then you went for a seminars which saying that blue can make you do all the things that you do rightly because of the numbers that came out after some calculation… and you started to believe that blue is your lucky charms… which makes you wear it if you have any important occasion… Well… this is some knowledge that I would like to share…  our body has frequency and its differ for each person… and so does colours… the body frequency and colour frequency will interact with each other… example; if my body has +10hz of body frequency (which I actually do not know what is my body frequency)…and I wear a green colour which is +...

  sememangnye byk yg kite luper..dan adalah perlu kiter ingat semula... sb kiter digalakkan untukmemerbaharui segala-galanya... baca quran dgn betul... bacaan dlm sembahyang... malah apa yg sedia telah kiter tahu... Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar Doa Iftitah Allah Maha Besar dan segala puji bagi Allah dengan banyaknya. Maha suci Allah sepanjang pagi dan petang. Aku hadapkan wajahku bagi Tuhan yang mencipta langit dan bumi, dengan suasana lurus dan berserah diri dan aku bukan dari golongan orang musyrik. Sesungguhnya solatku, Ibadatku, hidupku, matiku adalah untuk Allah Tuhan sekelian alam. Tidak ada sekutu bagiNya dan kepadaku diperintahkan untuk tidak menyekutukan bagiNya dan aku dari golongan orang Islam. Al-Fatihah Dengan nama Allah yang maha Pemurah lagi maha Mengasihani. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam. Yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani. Yang menguasai hari pembalasan. Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah dan hanya kepada Engkau kami mohon pertol...

* Jika seorang istri menangis dihadapanmu, itu berarti dia tidak dapat menahannya lagi... * Jika kau memegang tangannya saat dia menangis, dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.. * Jika kau membiarkannya pergi,dia tidak akan kembali menjadi dirinya yg dulu, selamanya! * Seorang istri tidak akan menangis dgn mudah, kecuali di depan org yg sangat dia sayangi, dia akan menjadi lemah! * Seorang istri tidak akan menangis dng mudah, hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu, dia akan menurunkan rasa EGOnya. * Wahai suami2,jika seorang istri pernah menangis krnmu,tolong pegang tangannya dng penuh pengertian. Karena dia adalah org yg akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu disaat kau terpuruk terlalu dalam ... * Wahai suami2, jika seorang istri menangis karenamu, tolong jng menyia nyiakannya. * Mgkn, krn keputusanmu, kau merusak kehidupannya. * Saat dia menangis didepanmu, saat dia menangis krnmu. Lihatlah jauh kedlm matanya. Dptkah kau lihat dan kau rasakan SAKIT ...

interested in upsr's elimination... many of the teachers disagree...and some agree.. and as for me..i agree... sbb..xperlu pening kepala lagi nk prepare murid untuk exam... xperlu lg pk samada nkhabiskan silibus atau nk ajar skill jwb soalan sahaja... bukan ape...as a teacher... kiter ade specs and skills yang kene diajar kepada murid..  all the skill must developed during the lesson.. since kiter exam oriented... why should we bother nk ajar skills, moral value lain tuh..kl kiter boleh ajar skills jwb soalan sahaja n wat murid tuh skor jawab soalan... kan sekolah kejar percentage murid lulus..bkn kejar berapa byk kemahiran dh dapat nurtured dlm dr murid...so bl xde exam...cikgu dapat spend more time on thinking how to teach so we can nurtured and develop skill dlm dr murid... n  of course... mesti ade satu sistem penilaian standard so that all skills needed are ensured has been taught to the pupils... memandangkan ade pihak yang risau murid kiter xtahu jawab soalan... kite bg...

lebih mirip dgn....

3 babies and 3 different times....  azraei' yang pasti yg pakai baju hitam tuh... yg lagi dua org tuh... hehehe.. rahsia... we called this pic 3A's..he (not azraei' of course) gave the name... but it does sound interesting..i guess.??looking at the pic... we wondering... who does azraei' look alike... the top pic or below???? BITAU EH....   PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT BELOW EH... mmm... alang2 tertulis nih... nk komen pasal piala thomas... esok petang.. Malaysia lwn China utk kelayakan final... i really hope so all of them will perform 110%...  especially our second double and third single... still hurt with the comment 'fizikal sy ok... xberapa penat..hope esok leh perform lebih baik.' sdgkan lawan kiter berjuang habis-habisan... sampai basah2 bj... dier boleh ckp sy xberapa penat...it's my opinion ok... i hurt much watching him playing... even my father in law spi nk darah tinggi tgk dier main... really hope so dier xulang lg kesilapan tidak all out semasa ma...

mmmm... when we do not know anything but actually we are part of it...are we come from another planet or something??? this kinda pissed me off.. make a program and i'm the secretary... and i'm the one whose blank... to do what should be done.. they will say that, "she's trying to be smart"... and sitting down and do nothing they will say. "she don't care"... i called to ask about the progress which she discussed with others and left us,(the one who should know and be in that discussion...) and her mother answered the phone instead...!!!! the program is this saturday.. and i did nothing???? who am i in this organisation???? let me see a good view of this... i'm relaxing... have nothing to worry... yeah.. that's the best part of it... hahahahah... 

with his cousin aisyah dalili... at my mydin kota seri emas... sorang pki bj hijau... sorg pki bj merah... hehehe... azraei' dgn kolar bj terbuka.... xnampak garang pn... aisyah 10bln.. azraei' 7bln stgh... two chubby cheeks he has.... azraei' dgn anak kawan.. irene eriesya... kami jejalan di putrajaya... he did not like the grass... it has needle type leaves... he cried for help actually... poor azraei... two pics only...he wore a new t-shirt with size of 4.. and it fit him well... is he gained to fast??? azraei' at home... wearing a new t-shirt and shorts... it quite small so i decided to put it on him while it still fit... because it is nice...  we went to Taman Jaya Park.... ala... yg kat sebelah padang MBPJ tu... saje je bawak jejalan... bagila dier main swing... he liked it... maklumla mak dier xpernah ajar dier buai tuk tdo...  as usual.... the info on his abilities when he is reaching 8 months...  his weight... puzzled... but it is increas...

nilah yg kami wat... membungkus bdn dn kepalanyer... azraei lega slps dibalut dgn kain yg disimpan dlm freezer...

gambar yang diambil semasa usianya 4bln... duduk bersandar.. n lutut terangkat... cam orang tua... gambar ini diambil sehari sebelum dier demam....kami ke KFC... yg dekat dgn rumah... azraei baru lepas baik demam... n cirit birit.. dh dua minggu dh dia sembuh... mase dia demam tuh gelabah jugakla.. sbb cirit sekali... dahla badan panas...sebelum ni dia xpernah demam pun... tu yang bila demam sekali agak gelabah jugak... balut badan... balut kepala dgn kain sejuk... letak kain dlm freezer.. balut badan dier... azraei kl xdemam sgt aktif... xpernah berhenti bergerak tgn dan kakinya...tp mase demam ari tuh... senyap dan murung dan meragam dan meracau saje... bwk gi emergency... sb dier demam hr sabtu... nasib baik xkena thn wad... azraei msh mampu bermain... dan xpasif... sb tu la xkene thn wad... kl dier pasif dan lemah jer... mmg kompem dier dh kene thn wad..kt dr... lg seminggu nk jd 7bln... beratnya sudah jd 8.0kg... pjgnya sdh cecah 70cm... kl baring dh xleh nk drkan azraei ats da...

candid... n dapat gamba candid yg cute nih...  skarang tgh free... n xde mood lg nk mule tande buku... nk kemaskan meja pn lum ade idea lg... keje byk jugak nih... tapi xpe... esok lak susun... kl x nnt esok xtau nk watpe kt sekolah... hehe... gambar ketawe dier yg cute nih... tercandid semasa tgh mainmain dengan azraei kt umah... blur ckit sbb.. camera xde pixel punyer...  skarang dgn nenek kt kg... xde ingat pn kat mak dier... dier seronokla tu duk kt kg... sejuk.. hari2 leh tgk tanah... hr2 leh jln kt lua umah... mane nak dpt sume tuh kt umah dier kt pj nih... mmmm... bile br leh dapat jumpe nih.. mmm... xsabar nk balik jumpe anak nih...  

skarang musim ujian.... n biaser la... as teacher.. kenela wat soalan... cuma ade satu persoalan... format mane lebih baik untuk tahap satu... Year 1, 2 and 3... coz... at the moment... many level 2 teachers blame level 1 teachers fot not teaching level 1 skills to answer exam questions.. and it's happening at my school... and they said that... the esposure should begin from Year 1 as I thought not so... we may began exposing them to the UPSR format during Year 3 only... and for year 1 and 2... contains the skills of exam... but not totally the same format of UPSR exam... and yet... i'm bored with the who's at fault for the level 2 not perform in exam... and on the who's fault the level 2 pupils not occupied with all the exam skills...it's bored coz we as level 1 teachers try hard to make sure the pupils have all the skills needed... in all subject of course.. not only the main stream..   which one tells the mood that I am in now... this situation put a gap bet...

  sayang aishah... sepupuku... mase usianya mencecah 6 bulan... dengan sepupu yg dh nk msk 9 bulan... xsangka dapat candid gambarnye di saat dia membuat muke nakalnye... sekarang.. beratnyer sudah mencecah 8kg.. seminggu lagi azraei' 6 bulan... sudah mula angkat badan dan punggung untuk merangkak... gigit dan isap jari.. soother... fish and ape2 je yg boleh dihisap dan digigit... kaki dan tangan xernah berhenti bergerak keculai tdo... n bile diletakkan dlm walker... satu rumah dipusing sampai berpeluh2.. lg dua minggu... mau dibawak jumpe dr.... untk suntikan 6bln... ape namanya pn xberapa ingat...   ketika di east cost mall..   ade tempat baring2... untuk azraei'... nampak ikan tuh... dh hilang la... puas cari xjumpa... xtau la kat mana cicirnya.. semalam gathering dgn family di banting.. ade kenduri kawin.. anak 3pupu mak kawin... jd fish tuh mestilah kene bawak.. n... skarg dh xde... kene cari ganti nih... pada zaman gawat macam nih... terpaksa menjadi pengguna...

well... i just think about the title.. did not write for quite long... and i have so much in mind... especially about life.. my life.. how will it rise in the next few years.. will it be the member, or the property... that's what needs to be thought.. is it only me think about it.. or others think the same too... probably no issues to  argue on.. no topic to forum on... just some thoughts that I have about the education system that we have in Malaysia these days...I won't go that far to think.. enough here at my district... with more than 10 community.. we only have 5 schools.. so many empty land... however.. another community or I must say apartment and shops are in progress.. shouldn't we build at least 10 schools around here... pity the children have to compete for space in class.. and attention from the teachers of course... should somebody consider this as special issues... to make this as a public issue... I will have to face the consequences.. coz I'm the one w...