after some time..

It has been so long since the last time I wrote on this page. Too busy with almost everything. Adapting to the new schedule which quite hectic and tiring. Spending quite big time on realizing and sorting out the list of importance to the least. As a wife, a mother, a teacher and a student. Definite answer, family first and others come next. Hardly decide but that's the final. Because, to earn Allah SWT and Prophet Muhammad SAW blesses', nothing matters except your husband bless. He is the most important compared to your children, father, mother or siblings. Hard to accept but that's what has been decide by our Allah. As a wife, always pray for that Allah will soften his heart so I will be able to be a good mother to my children and a good daughter to my parents and even a good homemaker. A good student too, but definitely it will take the time when my husband and children have gone to sleep.. :-). 

Pray for Allah gave me strength to redha and live the life as it is. Hope Allah will always lead me the way so I won't choose the wrong feelings, the wrong words, the wrong actions or even the wrong thinking. Make me a good person so that what I do is benefiting others and not only me. Being a student made me realized that, Allah's knowledge is wide and there are a lot to be explored. A lot to be learnt and a lot to be acquired. Upgrading myself and continuing searching for solutions on helping my pupils to be able to expand their potential and become a better person.

Really in the mood of upgrading, so everything is about upgrade...