new experience...

Beginning new life today. Meeting new friends. Teaching new kids. Knowing new family. A nice day today. Hoping for the better.

Thanks to Allah for the blessings. May Allah be with us and keep us in islam forever.

people u will meet

I was taught to be thoughtful, kind, generous, helpful, emphatic, sincere, honest and respect others. Why do my mum taught me that? Because people are all thoughtful, kind,  generous, helpful, emphatic, sincere, honest and respect others. I thanked her for that much since I know I am a better person. However, as I grown, I found out that not all people are generous, kind, emphatic, thoughtful, helpful, sincere and respect others. Which means not all people are like what she said. There are a lot types of people because each and everyone is unique. Some are kind and some are mean. Even some are willing to kill just to achieve their dreams. Why? Because we were growing up differently.
That's the lesson that I have learn as I live my life. You will meet kind and honest friends and you will also meet the worst kind of enemy which will hunt you down or the backstabber friends too. You don't create the enemy, despite of the usual things and great deeds, however the enemy will come since you don't know what is it that triggers the foe. If you trigger it then they will definitely be there. They will hate everything about you and they will make you fall. Despite of the good things, they will make it all look ugly. 
So, it is not about who they are or how they react on you. But, this is about how you react on them and this is where I'm lacking. I always respond to the foe wrongly because they don't stop. If what I did is right, definitely all the attacks will end. However, it's not. Which makes me think that the best way to deal with it is only by silence and doa. You are stupid to react to these type of enemies because no matter you do or said won't make them stop from bugging you until you react on it. They will laugh and keep on doing that over and over again when you react. Since than, better to be silent. That is a reminder. SILENT because I don't know how to trick or being bad to those enemies.

after some time..

It has been so long since the last time I wrote on this page. Too busy with almost everything. Adapting to the new schedule which quite hectic and tiring. Spending quite big time on realizing and sorting out the list of importance to the least. As a wife, a mother, a teacher and a student. Definite answer, family first and others come next. Hardly decide but that's the final. Because, to earn Allah SWT and Prophet Muhammad SAW blesses', nothing matters except your husband bless. He is the most important compared to your children, father, mother or siblings. Hard to accept but that's what has been decide by our Allah. As a wife, always pray for that Allah will soften his heart so I will be able to be a good mother to my children and a good daughter to my parents and even a good homemaker. A good student too, but definitely it will take the time when my husband and children have gone to sleep.. :-). 

Pray for Allah gave me strength to redha and live the life as it is. Hope Allah will always lead me the way so I won't choose the wrong feelings, the wrong words, the wrong actions or even the wrong thinking. Make me a good person so that what I do is benefiting others and not only me. Being a student made me realized that, Allah's knowledge is wide and there are a lot to be explored. A lot to be learnt and a lot to be acquired. Upgrading myself and continuing searching for solutions on helping my pupils to be able to expand their potential and become a better person.

Really in the mood of upgrading, so everything is about upgrade...