spending this fortnight as a teacher...

hehehe.. its actually a comeback from the holiday... and it is a busy week... 
so many things to do even at the moment... i have task waiting...
somehow.. anyone needs rest... right.. 
taking this chances to rest... really thinking of having a good holidays.. 
go somewhere peace where i don't have to think of anything... 
if only that possible.. cause... life must goes on...

just wanna share this with you... as a year 1 teacher.. 
and this is the second time i handled the year 1 pupils....
so many funny behaviour that our children have...
some... are very bold... has already shown their true self in the first week...
and some even very shy... still sit on their sits queitly.. and don't even talk..
and some... which is very few.. never went to preschool...
crying at their sit.. seeking for their mum.. 
and it still happens until this moment i wrote this...

which somehow...
makes me wonder.. how will my child react on their first day at school...
and how will i react on his or her actions... 
will i ever dare to let them go through it without me watching..
or will i be there for each tears that fall out...
coz as a teacher... i admit that it is a bothersome to have such pupil in class..
and to have such parents outside of the class..
coz... their existense is the interruption of the lesson that day...

i do have plans not to stand outside and watching...
only that.. will i ever have the heart once i see the tears falling...