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 Going through the day without plans always make me stuck. I will not be able to decide what to do, what to clear, what to finish and even when to do it. How can I even decide when, when there is none? Which makes the procrastination blocking me the whole day.  Hours have gone and I am still rearranging what is the plan.  There were days like this sometimes, and me.. definitely need more time to manage. Wishing this procrastination will end soon. That one thing just came up, therefore, let's just go through that first thing that came to the mind. Nevertheless the plans, the day will still end without plans even when it is not in the most efficient way.

Get Image from  Google Search   Let’s try using purple today. There are times when suddenly your mind gets cloudy and foggy. Suddenly, everything is blurry and we start to forget what we did a second ago. To handle the mind these days are pretty much a challenge for me. I read a lot of quotes and notes to actually find the best way for myself.  Writing in English again today. Need to practice my English skills so that I will be able to maximize its usage as I am an English teacher. Do not sleep on this ok? And finally get something to write.. Started a new routine. Already three weeks. Decided to create that new routine after a lot of blunder and ineffective days as my to do list getting longer and longer also the mood got in more swing. Found myself responded to too many irrelevant matters and wrong words usage. Even this post, a month already passed that I get back to it only today. The best routine that helps me to go through the day more effective? ##First## Spend 15 ...

These days, AI is a beneficial tool to create more effective teaching resources which can be use in preparing lesson and fun activities to enhance learning. In that matter, let's find out what tools can teachers use to make the lessons more meaningful. To get the list today, I am using Copilot. Let's look into the AI tools for slides. Slidesgo : This tool offers an AI presentation maker that helps you create customizable slides    quickly. You can choose the topic, tone, and style, and the AI will generate the slides for you.           The site is  https://slidesgo.com/ai-presentations           Guide to use slidesgo  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UogW97UwIxk ClassPoint : Known for its AI quiz question slides generation, ClassPoint integrates with         PowerPoint and offers customization options for quiz formats and Bloom Taxonomy levels.            The ...

  Suddenly, there are some parts of me that urge me to write. And I have been searching for the topic which somehow still on search. Therefore, after seven years of halt, today, decided to write again. As the drawn path on the sand showing no end, that's today represent my gratitude  for all the fruits that I sowed today. Today, my morning goes smooth and slow, which gave me calmness and steadiness. My children had grown into fine big boys. They manage to go through the morning with less mummy's voice today. We are able to do the routines with less struggle and shouting. Showing my children had grown and understand their task in every early mornings. Hopefully today will end well too as it's not yet noon now. As today is still has few hours left, there are many things that I should sort out as my work and pending tasks that are not yet done. As hence, going to move to that unfinish task with the hope I will find the topic to share with you.

Title in English. But for now I want to write in Malay. Boleh kah? Write in English as I want to practice my English so than I am able to use it well when I teach. Practise makes perfect thus no matter what, I need to practice especially to choose the right words according to context. Back to the topic, what I have learnt in life.. from my pupils.. everyone.. anything... Firstly, in life, strive and struggle in anything. Strive and struggle to be a good muslim, strive and struggle to be good slave of Allah, strive and struggle to help others, strive and struggle to be a good teacher, strive and struggle to be a good mother, strive and struggle to be a good wife, strive and struggle to be a good daughter, strive and struggle to be a good sister, even strive and struggle to be a good employer, which means strive and struggle in everything. Why? Because it is necessary to be better everyday in anything. And it is not easy. It does sounds easy but ...

After quite some time, this blog turned silent. The busy me forget to spend a little time to look back and review.  Its 2016, and its June. My life has turned great. Everything that happened in life is sweet even though there are some that are bitter but it turned sweet. I learnt to accept life as it is and turned the bitter thing to sweet. I managed my time better even though it did turn upside down few times. Chaotic, but that's how I learnt to cope. Its tiring but its fun. Its turned you into someone better. The boys have grown a year older and wiser. Not a single word of complaint even if I didn't cook. Not even a single complaint even when they were scolded. Not a wining when I was too busy doing my work. It made me think, to be a better mother and treat them better. They treat me so nicely and how can I not? How am I not blessed from this?  Others obstacles are harder and tougher than me. There are those who are fighting cancer, there are some with financial crisi...

Yesterday.. 24th August was me and my husband's movie night. He gave me the chance to pick a movie (because usually he will pick a movie for us to watch) and he even let me chose a korean movie; the one that he dislikes. He put a lot of chacteristics for the movie that we will watched that night. So, I went through the glossary of the movies that the web has (cause we streamed the movie) and got interest of this story.. I just prayed that he will likes it (since I know how much he actually hates it) Then, we watched a movie titled 'Ode to My Father'. It was an awesome movie. I didn' t even close my eyes. And my husband (who actually planned to sleep while watching it) enjoyed the movie so much and watched it with me till it ended. He able to watch a 2 hours movie without closing his eyes. Which proved that the movie was awesome cause someone who hates it watched it.. The guilt.. the longing.. the burden.. the spirit of living after a war and lost two members of the fa...

Hi! This is the 2015, and it means ages since I updated my blog. So many events came up that stopped me from clicking the keyboard. At the moment, I am spending my holidays (my confinement period) at home with my new born baby. He is only 16 days old. My third boy. Yes, I have three children now and it is awesome. A million thanks to my husband for the best gift of the year, our baby. The biggest event this year.  For the first time, I go through my confinement without my mother. I can't stay at her house this time as she has bigger events than me and won't be able to take care of her daughter. And guess what? My husband is home now, taking care of me. Yes, amazing right! I would say that, many will say, there is no way he will be around at the moment; to do all chores, cooking, nursing the kids and all. And for your knowledge, he did applied for his leave and it's for 10 days, which means, he takes three weeks leaves just to take care of his beloved wife (adding up to th...

Beginning new life today. Meeting new friends. Teaching new kids. Knowing new family. A nice day today. Hoping for the better. Thanks to Allah for the blessings. May Allah be with us and keep us in islam forever.

I was taught to be thoughtful, kind, generous, helpful, emphatic, sincere, honest and respect others. Why do my mum taught me that? Because people are all thoughtful, kind,  generous, helpful, emphatic, sincere, honest and respect others. I thanked her for that much since I know I am a better person. However, as I grown, I found out that not all people are generous, kind, emphatic, thoughtful, helpful, sincere and respect others. Which means not all people are like what she said. There are a lot types of people because each and everyone is unique. Some are kind and some are mean. Even some are willing to kill just to achieve their dreams. Why? Because we were growing up differently. That's the lesson that I have learn as I live my life. You will meet kind and honest friends and you will also meet the worst kind of enemy which will hunt you down or the backstabber friends too. You don't create the enemy, despite of the usual things and great deeds, however the enemy will come s...

It has been so long since the last time I wrote on this page. Too busy with almost everything. Adapting to the new schedule which quite hectic and tiring. Spending quite big time on realizing and sorting out the list of importance to the least. As a wife, a mother, a teacher and a student. Definite answer, family first and others come next. Hardly decide but that's the final. Because, to earn Allah SWT and Prophet Muhammad SAW blesses', nothing matters except your husband bless. He is the most important compared to your children, father, mother or siblings. Hard to accept but that's what has been decide by our Allah. As a wife, always pray for that Allah will soften his heart so I will be able to be a good mother to my children and a good daughter to my parents and even a good homemaker. A good student too, but definitely it will take the time when my husband and children have gone to sleep.. :-).  Pray for Allah gave me strength to redha and live the life as it is. Ho...

Shocking news and events really put me down at the moment. Crawling to stay focus now. To change??? The mindset and the routine??? Really need time to adopt and adapt for that. My angles are the faces that can soften my heart now. Tough times do come at the moment we think it is fine now. Allah remembers me and that is why Allah gives me this so that I will remember Allah as well. Allah wants me to keep on clinging and asking for Allah's kindness. This is hard but definitely not as hard as His test to the Palestenians and Syrias.  He will not test us with the thing that we can't cope. Thus, there are always ways and solution in every corner of life. Be strong to face it. Do not crawl to focus. I need to run cause time moves fast. Crawling will only put me way behind the datelines. Stop crawling. Move faster. Run. So many things need to be done. The dateline is just around the corner.  Ya Allah, gives me strength so that I can manage to face Your test. You are The Almighty ...

Syawal is still here.. Thus I would like to wish all Muslims, Happy Eid Mubarak.  Do we celebrate it well as Rasulullah did? 17th August 2008 till 17th August 2013. It was the Fifth Anniversary of our marriage. After everything that we had gone through, I am glad that we are still standing strong. With all the ups and downs, I really hope that we will stick like this till the end. The greatest gifts, our boys, Adzin and Azraei' the knot of the ties. Always remind me that I should be a good wife and mother. Thanks to Allah for giving me the chance of being his wife and their mother. Thanks Allah for the greatest gift in life; Him.

wearing wet towel - having fever    02082013 -  He is 7 months today. Like a blink of an eye, he is now grew one more month older. He is now able to move forward and love to play. He did not gain his weight and grew a bit taller. He had cough and phlegm in his 6 months. Poor Adzin cause he hardly eat since the phlegm makes him nausea. I do hope he will recover soon so then his weight will increase again. And today, on his  anniversary, he has fever. And yet he still active and play with me and his dad. He still laugh and smile. Poor Adzin, please get well soon. Oh Allah, please make him better. He will crawl soon, he always make the crawl stand but can't move his hands and feet properly and yet he keep on trying not to fell with his face on the floor. He still naps twice during day time and sleeps at 10 o clock at night. His first tooth was out. You can feel it if you your finger in his mouth. He can drinks with a glass now and really loves to drink water usin...

Beberapa tahun kebelakangan ini kita sering mendengar cerita anak meninggal kerana ditinggal di dalam kereta bagi tempoh masa yang lama. Ditambah dengan kes terbaru semalam di USJ4. Setiap yang berlaku sememangnya ada hikmah kepada yang mengalaminya. Bagaimana pula kepada kita yang mengetahui dan membaca mengenainya? Adakah kita mengambil iktibar daripadanya? Hikmahnya kepada kita yang mendengar tragedi ini adalah iktibar. Dengan mengambil iktibar kita akan lebih berwaspada dalam setiap tingkah kita. Terlalu banyak kes sebegini berlaku menunjukkan kita kurang mengambil endah isu isu sebegini. Tidak hairanlah syarikat insurans boleh menyaman semula ibu bapa atas tuduhan kecuaian keluarga sebagaimana yang terjadi kepada ibu bapa di Klang. Saya menulis hanya untuk menyeru kepada semua ambillah iktibar atas setiap apa yang berlaku walau hanya kita tersepak batu pun. Setiap apa yang berlaku pasti ada sebab musabab. Kitalah yang seharusnya menilai dan berfikir.

Adzin Aqmar at 1 day. At my mom's house. Spent confinement period at hers for two weeks. Had jaundice. A little amount. Not exceeded 10.00.   Adzin Aqmar at 1month old. During checked up. his weight was 3.7kg. Staring at anything during the day. Slept twice a day only. Slept all through the night. Once woke up for bf. Nurse advised to wake him up however I didn't do it coz he slept less during the day. Adzin Aqmar at 2 months. His weight was 4.3kg. Smiled and stared. Captured the smile. Sleeping Schedule, remained the same. Slept twice a day and the whole night through. Adzin Aqmar at 3 months. His weight was 5.3kg. Smiled and stared. Laughed and responded to voices and reactions. Sleeping Schedule, remained the same. Slept twice a day and the whole night through.     Adzin Aqmar at 4 months. Weight; 6.0kg. Began to move side to side but not yet rolling. Captured the serious face after woke up from his nap. Responded to his brother. S...

He is already 6 months now and there is none entry about him yet. Grrr... Sorry dear. Too much in my mind and I forgot to do this. It began at 1200 noon. I had the stomached, felt like something pushing the belly. I lied down cause I couldn't stand or sit; I hardly breathe if I sit or stand. The pain lasting for the whole evening. At 0000hrs, 1st Jan. I already felt the contractions. Very little contractions. I didn't want to wait until my water broke and since I was able to walk down the stairs on my own, so I asked my husband to take me to the hospital. Arrived at the hospital at 0230hrs. The rooms were full. I had to wait outside. Got a bed, lied down and wait for the doctor. The doctor came and checked me in the ward. Still early, only 2 cm. The pain continued and in normal contractions. The doctor came once again, and said it was 4cm now. I was glad, cause he will came out soon. At noon, I felt the strong contractions and called the nurse. I thought that this was it. W...

I really want to write something. And it seems that nothing is interesting enough to talk about. At the moment, the focus is my children only. How should I teach him this and that? When should I teach him reading? What kind of books? What he should learn today? And most of the time, I'm lost. Not just my attention at home, even at work. I feel like I am full of nothing. It feels like flying in a blurry sky and I don't know what to do. I am stuck. Stuck to what?

Having fever since yesterday.He stayed home and didn't went to his nursery today even when he wanted to . Thus, after his bath , he requested his sports outfit (with the shoes and socks) and I let him wore it. Because when I told him to wear his normal clothes and take off the shoes ans the socks, he beg an to cry. The same happened when he asked for al l the free toy sets th at was attached to his yo gurt milk that I already arranged in the freezer. I told him to wait a while then, there he went crying again. The worst behaviour ever. He never had a tantr um before no matter how sick he was. However , today everything seem ed so wrong for him. He ate everything th at he wanted and played every game and toy s that he saw but still no thing was able to make him sati sfi ed and the point that making him angr ier was when his foam aeroplan e fan broken. He blamed me, t hrowing his plane and the fan, and starting to cry . Then to cool him down, persuaded him to take a nap and...

We should teach our daughters about this. So they will know how to take care of themselves.  What is a pedophile? A pedophile is a person who has a sustained sexual orientation toward children, generally aged 13 or younger, Blanchard says. Not all pedophiles are child molesters (or vice versa). "Child molesters are defined by their acts; pedophiles are defined by their desires," Blanchard says. "Some pedophiles refrain from sexually approaching any child for their entire lives." But it's not clear how common that is. Does the medical community consider pedophilia to be a mental disorder? Yes. The American Psychiatric Association (APA) has included pedophilia in its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders since 1968. In the DSM, which is updated periodically, pedophilia has been grouped with other paraphilias -- which the APA defines as "recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors t...