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After quite some time, this blog turned silent. The busy me forget to spend a little time to look back and review.  Its 2016, and its June. My life has turned great. Everything that happened in life is sweet even though there are some that are bitter but it turned sweet. I learnt to accept life as it is and turned the bitter thing to sweet. I managed my time better even though it did turn upside down few times. Chaotic, but that's how I learnt to cope. Its tiring but its fun. Its turned you into someone better. The boys have grown a year older and wiser. Not a single word of complaint even if I didn't cook. Not even a single complaint even when they were scolded. Not a wining when I was too busy doing my work. It made me think, to be a better mother and treat them better. They treat me so nicely and how can I not? How am I not blessed from this?  Others obstacles are harder and tougher than me. There are those who are fighting cancer, there are some with financial crisi...

Yesterday.. 24th August was me and my husband's movie night. He gave me the chance to pick a movie (because usually he will pick a movie for us to watch) and he even let me chose a korean movie; the one that he dislikes. He put a lot of chacteristics for the movie that we will watched that night. So, I went through the glossary of the movies that the web has (cause we streamed the movie) and got interest of this story.. I just prayed that he will likes it (since I know how much he actually hates it) Then, we watched a movie titled 'Ode to My Father'. It was an awesome movie. I didn' t even close my eyes. And my husband (who actually planned to sleep while watching it) enjoyed the movie so much and watched it with me till it ended. He able to watch a 2 hours movie without closing his eyes. Which proved that the movie was awesome cause someone who hates it watched it.. The guilt.. the longing.. the burden.. the spirit of living after a war and lost two members of the fa...

Hi! This is the 2015, and it means ages since I updated my blog. So many events came up that stopped me from clicking the keyboard. At the moment, I am spending my holidays (my confinement period) at home with my new born baby. He is only 16 days old. My third boy. Yes, I have three children now and it is awesome. A million thanks to my husband for the best gift of the year, our baby. The biggest event this year.  For the first time, I go through my confinement without my mother. I can't stay at her house this time as she has bigger events than me and won't be able to take care of her daughter. And guess what? My husband is home now, taking care of me. Yes, amazing right! I would say that, many will say, there is no way he will be around at the moment; to do all chores, cooking, nursing the kids and all. And for your knowledge, he did applied for his leave and it's for 10 days, which means, he takes three weeks leaves just to take care of his beloved wife (adding up to th...

Beginning new life today. Meeting new friends. Teaching new kids. Knowing new family. A nice day today. Hoping for the better. Thanks to Allah for the blessings. May Allah be with us and keep us in islam forever.

I was taught to be thoughtful, kind, generous, helpful, emphatic, sincere, honest and respect others. Why do my mum taught me that? Because people are all thoughtful, kind,  generous, helpful, emphatic, sincere, honest and respect others. I thanked her for that much since I know I am a better person. However, as I grown, I found out that not all people are generous, kind, emphatic, thoughtful, helpful, sincere and respect others. Which means not all people are like what she said. There are a lot types of people because each and everyone is unique. Some are kind and some are mean. Even some are willing to kill just to achieve their dreams. Why? Because we were growing up differently. That's the lesson that I have learn as I live my life. You will meet kind and honest friends and you will also meet the worst kind of enemy which will hunt you down or the backstabber friends too. You don't create the enemy, despite of the usual things and great deeds, however the enemy will come s...

It has been so long since the last time I wrote on this page. Too busy with almost everything. Adapting to the new schedule which quite hectic and tiring. Spending quite big time on realizing and sorting out the list of importance to the least. As a wife, a mother, a teacher and a student. Definite answer, family first and others come next. Hardly decide but that's the final. Because, to earn Allah SWT and Prophet Muhammad SAW blesses', nothing matters except your husband bless. He is the most important compared to your children, father, mother or siblings. Hard to accept but that's what has been decide by our Allah. As a wife, always pray for that Allah will soften his heart so I will be able to be a good mother to my children and a good daughter to my parents and even a good homemaker. A good student too, but definitely it will take the time when my husband and children have gone to sleep.. :-).  Pray for Allah gave me strength to redha and live the life as it is. Ho...

Shocking news and events really put me down at the moment. Crawling to stay focus now. To change??? The mindset and the routine??? Really need time to adopt and adapt for that. My angles are the faces that can soften my heart now. Tough times do come at the moment we think it is fine now. Allah remembers me and that is why Allah gives me this so that I will remember Allah as well. Allah wants me to keep on clinging and asking for Allah's kindness. This is hard but definitely not as hard as His test to the Palestenians and Syrias.  He will not test us with the thing that we can't cope. Thus, there are always ways and solution in every corner of life. Be strong to face it. Do not crawl to focus. I need to run cause time moves fast. Crawling will only put me way behind the datelines. Stop crawling. Move faster. Run. So many things need to be done. The dateline is just around the corner.  Ya Allah, gives me strength so that I can manage to face Your test. You are The Almighty ...