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I really want to write something. And it seems that nothing is interesting enough to talk about. At the moment, the focus is my children only. How should I teach him this and that? When should I teach him reading? What kind of books? What he should learn today? And most of the time, I'm lost. Not just my attention at home, even at work. I feel like I am full of nothing. It feels like flying in a blurry sky and I don't know what to do. I am stuck. Stuck to what?

Having fever since yesterday.He stayed home and didn't went to his nursery today even when he wanted to . Thus, after his bath , he requested his sports outfit (with the shoes and socks) and I let him wore it. Because when I told him to wear his normal clothes and take off the shoes ans the socks, he beg an to cry. The same happened when he asked for al l the free toy sets th at was attached to his yo gurt milk that I already arranged in the freezer. I told him to wait a while then, there he went crying again. The worst behaviour ever. He never had a tantr um before no matter how sick he was. However , today everything seem ed so wrong for him. He ate everything th at he wanted and played every game and toy s that he saw but still no thing was able to make him sati sfi ed and the point that making him angr ier was when his foam aeroplan e fan broken. He blamed me, t hrowing his plane and the fan, and starting to cry . Then to cool him down, persuaded him to take a nap and...

We should teach our daughters about this. So they will know how to take care of themselves.  What is a pedophile? A pedophile is a person who has a sustained sexual orientation toward children, generally aged 13 or younger, Blanchard says. Not all pedophiles are child molesters (or vice versa). "Child molesters are defined by their acts; pedophiles are defined by their desires," Blanchard says. "Some pedophiles refrain from sexually approaching any child for their entire lives." But it's not clear how common that is. Does the medical community consider pedophilia to be a mental disorder? Yes. The American Psychiatric Association (APA) has included pedophilia in its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders since 1968. In the DSM, which is updated periodically, pedophilia has been grouped with other paraphilias -- which the APA defines as "recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors t...

Spent 90 days at home since last year school break. The first 45 days, I finished up the unfinished task and prepared for the next term and the last 45 days for the maternity leave and still have 45 more days to go. My abstinence period has ended today thus I had create a list for the things that I want to do at home and also the list of task that need to be done when I finish my leave later.It will begin tomorrow however I won't tell cause it is a secret. My new born baby boy was borned on the 2nd January 2013 at 0118hrs. 78 minutes late from new year. It was an unforgettable moment and totally different situation from his big brother. On the 1st day; his size was; Weight : 2.825 kg Height : 48cm Abilities : Defecated during labour, thus we were discharged at 1400 hrs on 2nd January, cry and sleep He is now 45 days old. The check up went well and he gained a lot in size. During the 34 days old (cause that is the day he went to the clinic);   His size was; ...

We bought two small tv racks yesterday. We assembled it and used it as Azraei's new toy rack this morning. I am in the mood of redecorating Azraei's room since he is going to has a little brother soon.And since all his toys were kept in a big box before which made him hardly pick and play with his toys, thus I decided to get racks and put it all on the racks. These are the toys that he has and I managed to arrange it in the basket and put some on the rack. There were so many, aren't they? And this was Azraei, giving his helping hands managing some of his toys on the rack while playing with some of it on the bed. He likes cars so much. Thus, that was the toys that he grabbed first and arranged it on the rack nicely, which finally I put it in the basket since the big toys need to use the space.    I just love it when I know that he is a helper.     This is the final result of the operation. Everything ha...

tajuk pn rehat... jd mls nk think in english to write in english ari ni... hehehehe.. *** Cuti sekolah dh nk masuk minggu ke 3. Kandungan pun dh 8 bulan. Dan kerja aku masih lagi belum siap. Jangan sampai kerja tak siap sebelum bersalin... sudah. Bila asyik cerita kerja tak siap rasa xseronok pun ada. Cane lah kerja boleh tak siap lagi.. Sedangkan sepatutnya dah cuti dan dah berehat dh ni... Fikirkan nak bersalin kat mane, siapkan baju baby ke, kemas kemas umah ke.. Ini kene fikir kerja mana nak siapkan dulu.. Ade ke patut...  *** Jadi nk xnak... Esok mmg gi sekolah dan target nk siapkan masuk laporan dlm fail murid.. sorang murid 1 fail.. dan laporan ade 8stack.. n setiap stack laporan bilangan murid puratanya 40 org... Orang mesti kata aku exagerate jer tu.. aku kira bernasib baik.. ada yg kene siapkan untuk 16 stacks laporan.. means 16 kelas yg dia ajar.. aku mmg mengasihani org itu... *** Pastu... Isnin kene gi sekolah untuk keluarkan semua report analisa PBS yg dh siap n...

Woke up this morning, felt blessed and loved. The eyes filled with tears. Thanks to Allah for such feelings. With these feelings, I felt everything is sweet, nice and beautiful. Everything is pink, velvet and lavender. Even when there are a lot to be done, it made you feel everything is possible. Have you ever get such feelings?  Thus, here today I want to convey my thank you; ###   To my husband who always being there for me. Nobody knows me the way he does and how much he tried to cope with me. How can I show you my gratitude? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... ###  My family who always gave me their advices that help me traveled all through my life. Only Allah knows how much I owe you... ###  Also to all my friends who always help me through everything and remind me whenever I'm lost. How can I ever repay you? Hoping for and always pray for this such feeling will come and visit me again everyday.